When you left me I wasn’t expecting that moment to happen nor was I expecting I’d feel partial, disordered, and devastated. How could this be.
Wish I knew. And if I knew I could’ve OCD-ed on you like the psychopaths performers like in the movies. Don’t want to expect on you being perished.
Just life is as it is, perpetually.
Thoughts of my loss is quite a very catastrophic challenge I have to put myself on a game as I lay and play on a game of everlasting struggle called life.
The memory of you landing and departing in my life wasn’t even half of how resentful I have been how much more between those times…
I will miss you and I promise as soon as I have another you in my life things will become better in this dynamic life.
To my deceased earphones, I will miss you!
Posted 2 years ago at 10:35pm with 3 notes
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